I have had enough of you. I have lived my life feeling like you are the boss. I have always looked over my shoulder at the people laughing, questioning or criticizing my actions or thoughts and thought they were right and I was wrong.
Let me get one thing clear, I CANNOT, I hate you. You have stolen memories and joy from me and I will never forgive you for that. You attempted to waste me away on a couch and you actually almost won. Your voice in my head comes from the father of lies, the one who is actively trying to steal, kill and destroy. I now see you for what you really are...you are the chief among liars.
While it has taken me awhile to write you this letter, I wanted to take this moment to dishonorably discharge you from my life. I know intimately who is the creator and sustainer of my life. I know who gives me the breath I have to breath. I know who rescued me from that couch, got me healthy and gives me the energy and passion to pull others off those cushions too. He is the same one who scorned shame, bleed, died and was risen again.
I have Him in my corner and this vessel of a body is ready for work. I am energize, engaged and prepared to act and empower others to write you lots of letters kicking you to the curb.
I am not even sure I should have addressed you with dear. Well...so long. It has NOT been a fun ride, but you officially need to find a new home.
I just sent in my letter of no trespassing to the local authorities.
Finally
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